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Holiday elves needed [14 Dec 2006|01:33pm]

I am looking for a Secret Santa for my disabled friend's two children, niece, nephew, and a young family friend. The family has fallen on hard times this year after she lost her husband and became even more sick than she was before. Please let me know if anyone here would be interested in helping, or could direct us towards an organization that could accept late registration and help provide some gifts. I'll provide my friend's address upon request.

Thank you very much for your time and attention, here are a few thoughts from my friend about what the children might like:

Boy, age 13, friend's son. [Size large men’s shirt, 101/2 – 11 men’s shoe, size 34, 30 men’s pants]. He probably would prefer to get some kind of drawing stuff or some kind of toy for a teenager. He loves Bart Simpson (no beer stuff though). He also likes to light candles in my Mom’s room for her. He might enjoy a few white or turquoise neat candles. He loves to draw, he loves the computer. He’d like learning or education computer software or something. He has a great sense of humor and loves to laugh and make people laugh too. Both my son and daughter love to act.

Girl, age 12, friend's daughter. [Size medium tops, 81/2 – 9 women’s shoe, size 6 women’s pants]... My daughter loves that bunny you see on clothing. The bunny that says those cute little sayings, you know. She also loves Sparkly clothes and says that’s all she wants this year (sparkly clothes). She is mature for her age and extremely intelligent. She is also very wholesome and dresses conservatively.

Boy, age 15, friend of my friend's son. He probably would prefer to get some kind of toy for a teenager. He loves cartoons and he used to like bugs.

Girl, age 4, friend's niece. This is my niece, my younger sister’s little girl. She is extremely mature for her age]... She loves make up and dressing up. She loves to look beautiful. She hates naptime. She has a very short attention span, even for her age. She loves Dora the Explorer and some of the other popular cartoons out for little kids. She is a little genius.

Boy, Age 3, friend's nephew. He is an adorable little boy, an only child. His Mother is a 2nd grade teacher.
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freshmeat. [10 Aug 2005|06:15pm]

[ mood | full ]

so. i just had dinner.
it feels good to have a full tummy.
anyway. i'm new here, obviously. name's jess. sixteen years old, female. i consider myself a screamer in society. :D it's tough to be heard when everyone else is deaf.
i'll shut up now XD because i haven't anything to say. just wanted to introduce myself. X3

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[11 Feb 2005|05:13pm]

I am so ANGRY or SAD...i hate when you almost can't tell. the lines are just so blurred. people really just erk me...sometimes we are just so hateful. i mean for goodness sake, look what WE did to the savior of the world. It is disgusting. I just wish everyone could be loving, everyone could be happy, everyone could get along, and everyone could have what they need/want. A bit unrealistic? Oh yes. believe me, i know. The last few months i've died and come to life a little bit everyday...leading me ultimately to the point where my life has changed dramatically. some ways for the better, some not. i'm not in control of much right now. I wish i could say i was. I hate being jealous. envy is so awful...but it's in our nature to get envious when some people get/have EVERYTHING...or what we deem the 'perfect life'...sometimes it's hard to remember and to realize that no one's life is perfect. My family really hurts me. almost everyday there is a grand battle. I wish i'd grown up in a christian household, i think everything would have been a little better. the love would make everyone a little happier. I hope one day my dad gets to know God. I really do love him, and hate to think of what life would be like without him and how dark a life without God must be. *shudders*...i'm sick of being lonely...and i feel sick to my stomach every time i think about my disgusting ex, and how he's got girl after girl. How can you be such a terrible individual, and yet...never be lonely? why is it always the creeps in the relationships that move on more quickly? i just wish i understood. I don't want to be alone anymore. I'm sick of the signs, with their meanings so very ambiguous. I wish, i wish, i wish..........I wish people were fair to each other, friends were TRUE friends to each other, and that all people had a common respect for one another. I wish i had a CLUE. I wish no one had to suffer, and i wasn't forced to watch my grandmother revert into a child. I wish there was someone interesting online right now that i could talk to. i wish i wasn't here by myself. I wish that stupid people wouldn't blame me for their crummy lives. i wish i made more people happy, i wish more people loved me.
I wish there was earthly justice...i wish this pain was gone.
I wish i had that boy.

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Need to bitch? And need honesty? [20 Nov 2004|12:27am]

In addition to this great community, here is another in case you need more drama in your life!

Please join if you need honesty in your life and aren't affraid to receive it no matter what you say!


Check it out! It's starting to heat up!!!
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ugh. [16 Oct 2004|02:27am]

[ mood | annoyed ]

have you ever had a friend that you get tired of after
meeting? lol. (i know. im harsh.)
normally...im a pretty good friend.
but its fucking hard when the other
person just like sucks at life!!!
i mean ive known this person for like uhmmm
two weeks maybe
and i understand that having a friend that
i guess is exciting? (however she may see me as)
can be a good thing but
i just dont really like her
cuz shes screwing up my motherfucking life
and might i add my goddam (ALMOST 1 YEAR)
relationship with my boyfriend who i love
i duno how to get it through her head that
i fucking hate her guts.

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Help!! [15 Oct 2004|12:36pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

Okay lovely people. Ya'll need to help me with something.

For once the advice girl needs advice.

There's a guy I just adore (from a distance) that I know would be perfect for me. I just do. My friends all approve him as well, saying that he is the sweetest one any of them know. So that leaves me with one question, what do i do about it?!

How do i minimize the distance? I've never had to do this sort of thing before. It's always the guys that like me, or me falling for friends. I've never had to exert any real effort into a relationship, so i'm not sure how to go about it.

Thank you all!


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[04 Sep 2004|05:16pm]

[ mood | cynical ]

depression can be a bitch.

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[11 Aug 2004|02:43pm]

[ mood | cold ]

Hi. I'm Haley, I just joined. basically my life has its ups and downs. my parents are complete idiots...my dad just broke up with my 'stepmom' because she cheated on him in calgary..and she's a complete bitch to him....apparently now I get to be the new maid of the house...I babysit ever second day it seems. he always makes me clean even if I'm doing homework, especially when my brother and sister get to watch tv....but the worst is when he says he never wants to talk to my ex-stepmom again. and she phones and screams in my face about my foster brother not being there, when she's been out for the day...and I don't tell my dad she phoned because it makes him an asshole....and he gets mad at me. ohwell, I guess thats life.
my mother ohhh she's interesting I really think she should be in the loony bin, when she gets her check which is basically wellfare because she doesn't get a real job...she spend it on cigarettes instead of food for the children. and she smokes up I found that out like a year ago and she told me she smokes a little pot and its like my grandmother drinking a glass of wine everyday after dinner. what a moron.
thank god I have lj and friends...orelse I would be dead. not that these reasons make any sense. and this is probably a waste of my time. ohwell.

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[10 Aug 2004|02:13am]

[ mood | sad ]

yew should turn away before you witness the handful of pills shootin for my mouthCollapse )

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i cherish you [08 Aug 2004|02:20am]

[ mood | broken ]

i fuckin HATE HATE HATE my EX-boyfriend with a passion
as of 20 minutes ago!

he fuckin makes me want to strangle him with a balloon string.


*takes deep breath*

if only he were the way he was when we first got together.

it fuckin sucks when people change doesnt it?

<3 your new member. dez.

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[08 Aug 2004|05:28pm]

[ mood | hurt ]

Today marks the dawning of a new era. Somehow.

I've never given anyone reason to dislike me, let alone hate me and want me to die. I was told last night by someone I once held dear, that he would like nothing more than to watch me die a horrible death...and he assured me, that he meant it. There's not even a reason for it. But damn, this stings.

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[24 Jul 2004|05:16pm]

[ mood | content ]

Sorry for the lack of posts. I have had major problems with my computer lately.

Have any of you just wanted to scream before then actually gone out and done it? It feels so good. I drove by a certain guy last night and screamed "Fuck You" at the top of my lungs. It was only intended to be kiddingly but as I think about it more and more I realize that maybe it wasn't just a joke, maybe I really do with he'd just fall off the face of the earth. Anyways...I'm gonna try not to think about it too much. But yelling as loud as possible certainly made me feel happy. Try it some time...

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[20 Jul 2004|11:58am]

[ mood | angry ]

FUCK! I just hate some of these elitist LJ fucks! People suck. They don't know how to let things go. No, nothing that deals with me. Just something with my friend. No, I'm not mad at him. I'm mad at these LJ assholes that are too scared to say something to the person.

Die, and die now. Fuck people!

Oh, hi. I'm Lauren. You guys seem cool. Nice community.

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Ava Adore...I love this song [13 Jul 2004|07:43pm]


It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be a mother to my child
And a child to my heart

We must never be apart
We must never be apart

Lovely girl, you're the beauty in my world
Without you, there aren't reasons left to find

And you'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head

We must never be apart
We must never be apart

Lovely girl, you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left to die
Drinking mercury to the mystery
Of all that you should ever seek to find
In time

In you I see dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste God
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars

We must never be apart

Drinking mercury to the mystery
Of all that you should ever seek to find
Lovely girl, you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
In time

We must never be apart

And you'll always be my whore
'Cause you're the one that I adore
And you'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me

In you I feel so dirty
In you I crash cars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste God

We must never be apart

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[13 Jul 2004|03:44pm]

[ mood | blah ]

Sorry it has taken me so long to post in here, it's hard to find the time. Anywho, I'm Jake. Most commonly known as the outcast of my family. What they see is only the negative, so that's all I ever hear from their mouths. If you were to ask them about me, they would have to stop and think. Then they would tell you how great I am and so on and so on. It get's them off the hook of not even knowing a damn thing about me. The only real thing they know about me is my name and birthdate. They talk about me as if I'm not even there, when I'm sitting in the same room as them. And I'm bisexual. I have a boyfreind, whom I love very much. I can't even talk about him to my family. My mom thinks bisexuality is a joke. I can't even talk about him without her getting all mad, unless I refer to him as a friend. I guess I'm learning to live with it all. I want to get out on my own, and create my own family. And give them everythiny my Mother and Father never gave to me. And for shits and giggles, here's a quick picture or two.Collapse )

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[01 Jul 2004|05:39pm]

my life is pointless...i'm killing myself for no reason...and when i ask for help all i hear is "you brought it upon yourself"...yeah, thanks, that's really helpful.

quit effing analyzing every move i make.

I hate john kerry. if he gets elected, i'll really need that noose.
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[30 Jun 2004|05:48pm]

I hate 2 faced people---people who feel the need to gossip---people who refuse to change---and people that are selfish.
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[28 Jun 2004|10:47am]

Hola mis amigos
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[21 Jun 2004|11:24pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

WTF is the point of making me get online if you're just going to get off when i do? That makes a ton of sense...I'm currently trying to keep from getting jealous and suspicious...any tips?

oh and wanted to say "hi" cuz no one ever does...

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[14 Jun 2004|10:54am]

[ mood | bouncy ]

I hate being bored...lonely...and immobile.

But on a lighter note, I'M GOING TO WARPED TOUR BIATCHES! EAT THAT! Muahahaha lol

Yeah, I think I'll go call kate...except that she won't pick up. Or if she does, she'll say she can't do anything cuz Lisa broke her toe (er something else teencyweency). Haha, I <3 you bob...even though you do use stupid excuses to get out of hanging with me...that's not nice BIA...

My nose still effing hurts! Never wrestle Jayson ya'll. It's a painful experience. Dayumn.

Oh dudez...I had a strange phone call so I *69'd it...bob, the bastard HAS been caling me...LOL...haha sux0r for him. I refuse to answer for a fcuker (french connection u.k. er) lol...he can screw himself, i hope he dies. hahahahaha

I figured out who I want. No it's just a matter of time. Gotta pull him into the "rachel cyclone" --- I wish you people wrote more. I probably won't get any comments, and there won't be another entry until next month, when I can no longer take it and suck it up and write one. grr...you people suck, but it's okay...i love you. Kinda.

welp, time to BoUnCe to la clase de espanol con una maestra muy loca...senora salter.

Hasta La Vista

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